「我們太無緣吧！」妳從電話那頭輕快的說，帶著一點醉意。

無緣是吧。也許是吧。但我們會相遇並非偶然，我們交心也非偶然。無論在地鐵上的欲言又止、電話那頭的啜泣聲、一次次低笑點的小玩笑、還是短短一句的關心，都不是無緣。然而我們的距離，我們的時差，確實讓我滯留不前，無從前進。

無緣，或許是吧。但是我不想承認。因為那澆熄了我的火。

當我在那冰冷的地下室，舉起裝滿溫熱奶茶的瓷杯時，我看著妳靠過來的臉頰，感受到寒風中的一絲熱氣。好想改變這樣的情況。看到妳因酌飲時而親吻的茶杯，因疲累而闔上的雙眼，感受到妳的氣質。我想說緣份可以用努力來改變。但我還是做不到。因為妳的理性，妳的聰慧讓我的衝動慢了下來。

就像烈火被澆熄一樣。只剩灰燼。

得知在妳的身邊即將有人伴隨著妳走。我掩不住落寞，讓妳擔心。但是妳的堅定讓一切無法挽回。我凌晨時分從華山走向轉運站。陪伴著我的，只有記憶和未來。灰燼，不會復燃。

我在雨中，唱著Damien Rice的Cannonball - 感受著一生僅有的一次遺憾。

Cannonball

Lyrics/Music by Damien Rice

There’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
There’s still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
It’s still a little hard to say what's going on

There’s still a little bit of your ghost your witness
There’s still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That I can´t say what´s going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to lie
Life, it taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

There’s still a little bit of your song in my ear
There’s still a little bit of your words i long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can´t see what´s going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So its not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon.

Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to cry
So come on courage, teach me to be shy
'Cause its not hard to fall,
And I don't want to scare her
Its not hard to fall
And i don't want to lose
Its not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

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